I went to my first meeting on a 44 week court card. I would go to meetings intoxicated. I would get intoxicated after meetings. I am a alchoholic. If I pick up I will drink till I hit bottom. Eventually I hit bottom, on my knees puking in the shower. Three days later once I recovered, I went to a meeting and have been sober since. 46 days, one day at a time. Feeling great. Best regards. Dan