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Old 10-29-2009, 09:37 AM
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nycgal
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Join Date: Oct 2009
Location: New York City
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How I envy you! You were able to stop because you know there's a big problem with your drinking. That you have a problem.

I knew that too but went on drinking. "Oh, I'll deal with it tomorrow, or today will be different, bla bla bla". What happened was that in a blackout I took a big bottle of valium, woke up in a hospital emergency room strapped to a gurney. I was very lucky, a friend couldn't reach me and came into my home, found me unconscious and called 911.

For some reason I decided to kill myself but 18 years later, I have no idea why.

Of course I wish I'd come in when I knew I had a problem. I wish I didn't have to almost die to confront my problem.
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