Thanks Everybody!!! My 19 year old son did not come home last night. But I got up this morning, said my prayers, got my 9 year old out to school (breakfast, halloween costume, prapared bag lunch, kiss-kiss) and got myself to work by 9 am! I did go to my Alanon meeting last nite. I feel pretty good today, even though I don't know where he is. I am taking it one hour at a time! Thanks again for your kind words and advice! I'll keep in touch in a day or so!