Originally Posted by
tigger11 
I'm just really bad at being alone. It's odd, because I love being alone. I just don't like being without a man. If there's one to come home to, I can spend days, weeks, months without him. I just like knowing he's there.
Oh hon, you have no idea how much I can relate to that! I never ever thought it was possible to have a life without a man in my home/life, regardless of how unhealthy he was for me.
I couldn't admit it for a long time either. Your recovery is shining.
You are going to be just fine, I promise you. :ghug2