so I'm going to use that as further encouragement
Your darn tootin' you are! That's what I'm excited to see. You are going to go through one emotion after another often in rapid fire mode. Shoot, I would have about six different mood changes in the time it took me to brush my teeth at night. If you keep your patience and love for youself and keep that encouraging attitude, this will be the start of a wonderful new life for you!
Hang in there!
Alice