Still feeling a very bad withdrawl from those perscription mood pills. So far, I can group these mood pills in two classes:
1. Ones that work fairly well for anxiety, but are habit forming
2. Ones that make me variously blank, depersonalized, hyper, more anxious, unable to have sexual feelings, and generally more miserable.
I wonder, maybe some day meds will be less of a crap shoot.
I also wonder, will I ever feel 'normal' again, or have meds like these caused some kinda permanent change? Have I 'lost' myself in all of this?
Scary, scary, scary...I have lost all faith in these pill pushing Drs, they have failed so many times. It is weird, some people seem to be helped a lot, others, it has no effect, or makes matters worse.