I have been drinking a lot lately. It seems when I'm winding down from the work day I start to think about drinking. And right after work I go to the liquor store and by a bottle of liquor. It's draining me. It seems I'm always broke and I have good job; It pays well to an extent. Drinking also drains me physically, socially, and emotionally. I would like to do different things that'll take my mind of it, but somehow drinking has gotten a hold on me. In the past, I was able to stop, but now it seems much more difficult. I was going to go to a AA meeting, but I"m an agnostic and have a problem with people using a higher power to take away thier problems. I believe, the problem stems from you yourself and no one can fix it but you. I'm not saying I'm powerless, I would just like to meet new people who can support me on doing different things than drinking. Thank you.
