Welcome! I'm new here also, Day 10 today, a large hurdle to get into double digits. A bit like running 10 miles the first time (and last for me apparently as I injured myself!). I'm curious - do you have a mental health clinician you see regularly as well given your clinical diagnosis? I do know that numerous mental health disorders have co-occurring disorders with them. Typically addiction. Hope that you stick around. This site has been a savior for me these last days as I come to terms with who I am, what I need to be, and how to get there. Some great people with great kindness and support.