Momsrainbow, you sound alot calmer and at peace. Just know HP is going
to work this out. AH will get to suffer the consequences of his choices, all on his own, without any help from you. HP will work your bills out, too, and take care of you. Glad you were able to get out of the house and have such good friends your way.
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Momsrainbow 
At least the blood pressure is not sky high, the stress is not too bad and have major support. I just imagine I will be having a lot of mixed feelings, sadness because AH could not find his way, a love lost and a marriage about done.
It is a sad time, and you will grieve. I grieved over the sadness of AH not finding his way... he had so many opportunities for change... 3 rehabs then prison. The person we fell in love with changing into the addict never to return. Just know that there are days full of peace ahead for you. It will be ok, it'll take time. Remember, you are worth being treated good! Don't settle for less!