I agree with gns. Very helpful. I had a very rough Thursday after a long talk with AH before work. Overwhelmed with feelings (that I had been denying) for him. Longing and wanting don't even begin to describe it.
I ALMOST (but didn't) reacted in a unhealthy way. I know there are many more of these feeling coming. Thanks for giving me some tools to deal with them. Have also been reading Codependant No More, very helpful.