Time is running out-
Hi gang,
Now is a very crucial time in my life because I am
in the toughest position I have ever been in.
I am not with my AH.
I have a small child.
I am pregnant and due soon!
I am realizing now that nothing will make him stop-
And I don't think I am willing to put my kids through his sh8T.
On the other hand,
I know that I do not want to raise two kids
by myself...
Whenever I confront him about these issues, which is
usually by e-mail (because I find it easier to write),
He just ignores me and doesn't respond.
It's not that I don't think he hears
me, I just don't think he knows how to react
and figures that if he ignores these issues long
enough there will be no more choices left for me.
He is happy as pie about this whole thing mainly
because he has had no responsibility at all concerning
ANY of his children...
He is a happy drunk which is great and all I'm sure
compared to some, but nevertheless, he is still
a falling down, slobbering, disgusting and clingy
drunk!
If I think of only myself and what's best for me
at this point I am considering adoption.
I just can't imagine me thriving very well on my own
with two kids- two daycare bills- and little ol'
me.
Help?