Cucumber, be strong-- it really helped me to go to Al Anon to get some self confidence and power to take control back over my life and my actions. I recommend you try the same, and it's good you have a counselor for personal advice as well. SR is full of support and similar stories so if you begin to question whether you have done the right thing, just look around the forums. I also recommend hanging out with some good friends, and keeping yourself preoccupied with fun things, it helps a lot!