I am doing much better tonight. Just about done with my tapering and I may just throw out what is left. Once this poison is out of my system I am going back on antibuse. I did learn something though. A few folks posted some comments that I am really taking into consideration such as quitting without it and becoming more spiritual in my life. I may even take in a few meetings.
This board is great and I really love all of you for your kind words of wisdom and encouragement!!