Your life sounds like mine 10-15 years ago. Not only did I have the shot to get my child off to school, but I went to work that way! Would stop on the way for food to get rid of the smell, but I probably wasn't fooling anyone. I kept on drinking after getting married again, but primarily at nite with my husband. Then before you know it, that wasn't enough and I started hiding booze and drinking behind his back. That was when the REAL REAL trouble began. Blackouts, etc. Am now on day 5 and am hopeful I can make this sobriety thing stick.