Guilt is the worst thing ever! it makes me act in an impulsive unhealthy way, usually in my bf favour and hooks me in every time. I always fall for his sob stories, he knows how to manipulate me and push my buttons. I see myself as a nice caring person and I always want to help people. I do not want to cause anyone pain. I really feel for your situation, glad that you found al-anon. have a great trip to london, put yourself first for a change. You deserve it.
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