Puggrinz, So sorry to hear you're still sick. I finally hauled myself to the doctors this week and got some meds and while I'm not completely 100% yet, I know I on the mend.
I, too, have many times had to re-visit step 1. There is nothing wrong with that, in fact, I find it to be very helpful to remind myself that I have "no" control over.........
anything or anyone but me.
Hope you feel better soon.
Hugs,
Chris