Couldn't find the Cant Sleep thread so I'm posting here. I think my life has fallen apart, I hate myself. I've messed up every significant relationship in my life ten times worse since I started the ridiculous process of getting clean than I ever did when I was on dope.
I used to be a good person. Now I'm basically a pathetic, idiotic loser. I feel like the sky is falling, my world's falling apart. And I can't sleep because of it. It makes me sick to think who I used to be and who I have become.