((Trish)) - I don't know why you're having the dreams. I did use the needle, at times (and yeah, it IS a pain in the a$$), but I'm thinking it is "just" a using dream, though it freaks you out more because it is something you only saw, never actually did? You saw enough for it to get into your subconscious.
I've been having dreams, lately of XABF #1 going into rehab, and calling me...I wake up in a sweat, haring his voice. I haven't talked to him in about 6 years or so. I don't have a clue as to what is behind our dreams, but I agree that they can freak me out for a bit. I try not to dwell on what's behind them, or what they mean. I think of it as a good sign that I didn't kill as many brain cells as I thought I did while using - I just bruised them a little bit
Hugs and prayers!
Amy