I wish I could help you ....I'm in the same boat...
Drinking my face off here just to remain stable...
It's a long night...i went 6 months sober and it was wonderful...
Now i'm back on the juice again with a vengence,...Kinda making up for lost time?..... and I really don't know what to do about it...?
Just quit??
Seems so easy to say but harder to put in practice...You know what im talking about I'm sure...
Just quitting drinking is the answer,,, and i know that.....It's just getting there... to that point that is holding me back....
I guess I'm ready to surrender...gigs up, hands down,,,face on the ground..don't know what else to do really...Things are not working presently....cant continue like this...
I can relate Dawn. ..
I'm so sick of everything..The confusion,.., the shakes, ..the compulsive behavior...on and on.....
Anyways, I'm up late tonight, and obviously drinking,,,but looking for a solution, ,,if you want to talk ...i need some help here too...
Or anybody else for that matter...you guys have sure helped me in the past..........
Stick around Dawn....nice to meet yah..!