Everyone's already said the good stuff - so I'll just agree that it is definitely normal for your feelings to be all over the place in the beginning. It's different for all of us, but for me it took a few months to calm down and stop being so emotional & confused. I had to learn to live again in a new way, and I went through many phases on my journey. It all gets easier and better as we go along, so don't be discouraged, my friend.