I'm doing OK. I feel like I finally see him for who he really is. The hard part now is the actual divorce. I was hoping we'd agree on custody, but he won't agree to not have the kids around the person who was my friend and employee, and friend of the family, who he had his main affair with. I told him it wasn't going to happen, period, end of story, and he exploded into a slew of really awful insults. It was then that I realized that he was completely hung over. He has already admitted to several relapses, but I think he's just full-blown drinking again. So, now I have to think about that when I think about what I should aks to court to do about custody.