I found by searching deep inside of me there resides a spirit that I understand
Wouldn't that be our soul and isn't our soul us and how can us be a higher power?
Or is it just intelligence being able to think further, analyze feelings, rather than act on instinct the way animals do?
Can you see how mixed up I am? I am a realist, I believe in evolution and in science. There are times I envy people who are able to find comfort in something other than facts and I do fully respect that. I do however have a hard time reaching my own comfort zone, I guess that is why I have always resorted to alcohol. Maybe my realism has made me the alcoholic and maybe me realising this is my first step to recovery. Oh gee I'm messed up. Thank you for the advise. I have a lot of thinking to do or should I make that soul searching?