I'm with Astro.
I used to lie routinely - often for no reason...since getting sober I've really learned how freeing, how
enlightening honesty can be (pardon pun)
It takes a lot of effort to keep secrets.
You're you. Not anyone else. And you're already in recovery like Aysha said. You're doing great.
This is a talk you need to have with your hubby.
When you're ready
D