I was not wishing for a really painful death, if that makes it any better. Just a standard, run of the mill death. And if it could happen fast, that would be great. With a side of fries? Supersized? Sorry, I know this is not meant to be funny. I just have wished it so many times it becomes "not so bad" just like my whole life with AH was "not so bad" until I took the rose colored glasses off.
Wow, was I shocked at what "not so bad" looked like.