Mvass I pray by now you are seeing a doctor, detoxing from alcohol can and does kill folks. Get the detox taken care of by a doctor first, hopefully you will come back and read this after getting your detox taken care of.
I was considering going to an AA meeting around my area but i have no idea how to find one. Also i am also nervous about it cause i dont want to be judged or looked down upon by them also i dont know if i would even be welcome due to my age.
Below is a link to AA meetings in your area, do not worry about being judged or looked down upon, in AA it is all about one alcoholic helping another, We have a young man in my area that has been going to AA meetings since he was 15 or 16, he has been sober going on 18 months now, he has been more then welcome in meetings.
Alcoholism is a disease of all ages, trust me you will be more then welcome. Please if you have not already see a doctor.
http://www.tyler-aa.org/pdf/meetings.pdf