Scared...
I came from a family of Alcoholics. I started drinking at the age of 15 now I am 19. I had a very traumatic event happen to me and at 17 I turned to heavy drinking. Recently friends of mine set me down and showed me to my problem. I would drink upwards of 3/4 of a 1.75l bottle of vodka/whiskey per night to cope with my depression. I am not sure how I got there but now i want to get away. I am choosing to quit now. I have deleted all sources of alcohol from my phone etc however I am now scared of what i will be going through. I would drink 7 days a week and now i am just quitting. I haven't had anything to drink in 34 hrs now and i am shaking uncontrollably and vomiting. I don't know what to do past here. I am scared of the upcoming days and how it will feel or how long it will last. Or what i should do after this is all over. Any advice would help.