Originally Posted by
Zak68 
For right now I am working on me and my being healthy and happy. It may mean she is in my life down the road, it may not.
Thank you, Zak. I needed to hear this today. I have been sitting here for the last two days wondering what to do when AH comes back from rehab. Wondering what I really want, what I need.
Reality is that not enough time has passed yet - he just left for rehab on sunday. I don't need to make any decisions by the time he gets back, nor do I need to put a timeline on any decision at all.
What do I need to do??? Pretty simple. Take care of me.