Day6
Still sober - apparently for almost 47,000 heartbeats, although I'm sure once I stopped it was a few more for a while. I had a moment last night, very brief, but still a moment. I wasn't off guard, because I know they will happen, but it still surprised me. Totally unexpected out of the blue the drunk inside me emerged and suggested having a drink to relax. Well I gave her a few chosen words and called her names I couldn't possibly repeat on here and you know what? It worked - she left - so here's to calling names (with a cup of tea of course). Wonder if this would work on my boss?
I woke up feeling fine - once the reality set in again that I wasn't hungover - I wonder how long that will last? Thanks for listening.
I will post again tomorrow, because today I will not drink.