Awesome Share Cath !! I experienced those same unwordy feelings at my first AA confrence , all them ppl all that spiritualy, and such reaching thu one hand to anothers while saying the lords prayer , at the end of the meeting , my eyes were closed and it was as tho I was literly floating in the air , my head became black if just for a brief second and tears rolled down my face , what a powerful amazing feeling it was . again something that really words dont do justic to . Im really glad your reaching out to someone whom can help you in your recov and just friendship . your share brought tears to my eyes of happiness for you , and everything he told you is true the gifts are endless and rewards are incredible , all things DO happen for a reason .. ~ Huggles Endzy ~