oh yeah I have those dreams...alot lately now that I think about it.
I find out my A is using and am so broken and discover his lies.
Then I yell and cry and most of the time wake myself up or someone hears me.
Even though he's got six months clean, when I have those dreams, I treat him mean when I talk to him.
Its like I got hurt all over again.
You're not alone lol.