I just feel bad because they have already given me two gas cards and two food cards and over $500 to help with my rent, but you are right, the worst they could say is no.
I'm ashamed of myself. I blew my sobriety by taking too much medication tonight. Right now you are right. I don't feel worthy of anything. Tonight was the first night I had to skip a meal, trying to conserve. It was so embarassing to tell my first husband that I couldn't see our boys until October 11th.
Maybe I could ask the church though. I would work there forever if I had to make it all up to them. Thank you for saying it is an option.