Hi feelingfunky,
Welcome to SR
I'm glad you're considering meetings - I think you also need to consider a doctor...not matter how many times you've done it alone in the past, it's really in your best interest to have medical supervision when coming off something.
You'll find a lot of support here - I hope to see you around some more.
You may want to also check out our substance abuse forum
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
glad to have you here
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