honeymoon? did you change your mind about the wedding being postpone?
oh NO!!!! no wedding. Just the vacation ..... i mean it was supposed to be a honeymoon. But even he is not sure if he wants to go, because its hard on both of us.
Please detach yourself from his stories, talks, etc. It will drive you even more insane trying to piece his stories together and pick apart what is sincere or not.
I agree cuz it hurts even more when you know. But yesterday was the first time i saw him after calling the wedding off and I said that i deserve to know what really happened. I'm sure he did it more than one day. But I'm 100% positive that its true that he relapsed 4 days before we made him to the test.