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--i so get it, yes he is gone and that should tell me -alot but i guess what i want to know is- how an addict is thinking- and is it the addiction that was responsible ya know... /QUOTE]
My daughter is the addict in my life.
I too was consumed with trying to understand. I finally came to the conclusion that the only way I could, was to become addicted, too. Well that's not going to happen.
And so, I accept what I cannot understand.
Her DOC will not be second fiddle. It's not personal.