Originally Posted by
bluebella 
the hardest thing to accept! is the fact he didnt say a word! how could he! how??? is he that f'd up? could he all of a sudden just not care! so the drug is capable of doing this? insane... so hard to understand.....all i wanted was an indication of some sort- saying' i cant be with you' thats all ! so unfair... he could erase 2 years LIKE IT MEANT NOTHING! !!!!!!!!
DOESNT HE EVER HAVE A FLEETING MOMENT WHERE HE THINKS WELL SH.. I HAVENT CALLED HER I MISS HER??? UGGGGGGGGGG
i'm sure a lot of us had to ask these same questions at one time or another, i know i have. disappearing acts seems to go with the territory. even if you do finally hear from him, unless he seeks help, it probably won't be the last time he pulls one of these stunts. can you except a life like that? i'm sorry you are hurting, but i think he did you a favor. you are the prize and whether he knows it or not, he's missing out on a good thing. i'm praying for your peace and serenity.