Originally Posted by
NewBeginning010 
Hi Midton,
Glad to see you back my friend & congratulations on one month
that is huge.
I just went back & reread your original post, I know you think you want to drink but is it really worth it? I pulled out a few tidbits above, you have done so well. You dont want to go back there do you?
Most alcoholics like to think they can drink, its the great lie that we alcoholics tell ourselves. Please don't listen to it!
Take care & all of the best,
NB
Thanks.
One of the reasons for bumping this thread is to try to remember how bad it was so that my resolve remains firm. Not only was it bad it (drinking) hadn't been good for such a long time.
During my first week of sobriety I was so happy enjoying my senses and brain fully. Trying to be aware of the beauty around me. I'll have to work more of these positive thoughts.