Originally Posted by
damnedone 
[update]
i hope this was my final post here, hope i can heal myself and move on and in the same time be around him as a friend.. i dont know if i did the right thing, time will tell. but one thing is sure, my feelings are not coming back
I hope you can find peace and move on. If these feelings do come back,
come and re-read the posts you made as a reminder of how things really were.
Sometimes, us codies tend to forget how "bad" it really was.
Good Luck at the university!