Abundance,
think to yourself why you are allowing this or even wanting this... is it worth it? Is your love worth it? What is it that is keeping you?
What was keeping me? I guess a hope that he will change , I saw how he tried and how much he hated "H" . I was thinking that if I ever leave he won't be taken care of him self as much as he did when he was with me... And his life was better.
Even now he has a court tomorrow and I'm sure that he will forget about it, I was only the one keeping track of his bills, of his appointments...
Should I remind him? Or do i let him fall?