Originally Posted by
Aysha 
It is just like a lightbulb turned on.
It is just the best I have felt ever. The hope I have now is amazing. The gratitude for nothing at all that is driving me.
I am not scared anymore. Not ashamed.
I am just so excited about everything. Like a kid experiencing something wonderful for the first time.
It doesnt happen on its own. And it goes way beyond just putting the **** down.
Words cant explain how I feel inside and out.
I guess you could say that I may have had my moment of clarity.
That is a good analogy. I to have come to realize that as I take certain actions (throw the switch) it illuminates my life (lightbulb turns on).
IMO what we are dealing with is the Universal Law of Reciprocity (what goes around comes around).