I hope tonight is a much better experience for you! You are showing more strength of character than I am at the moment. The meeting I've been told might be better is at a very awkward time for me right now and so I haven't been to another meeting after my first. Sounds like a lame excuse, doesn't it? But I will do it! You will give me the courage to go to a meeting even if it isn't the one I've been trying to get to. And we really do both owe it to ourselves.
Good luck tonight.