Thanks all,
Roy, Never thought of it quite that way. Maybe I should enroll in Jr High for a while so there are people I can relate to.
Im reading all the posts and it just breaks my heart. So many people hurting.
People other than myself. Couldnt look past that for a while. Sometimes I still cant. It feels like Im just on the prelude of a very long book. But Im writing it as I go along. This site drains me so much sometimes I either waddle in self pity or forget that I even have a problem. I was glad to hear from you Roy.
I am glad your doing ok.
till later---J