Glad you are having a good day, Jason448. I was married 21 yrs., so I definitely understand the need to try and make the marriage work. Just keep working on getting
yourself/ your thoughts healthly. Keep reading here... theres some good threads from
addicts who posted how they felt while in active addiction (posted in the past few days).
Read all the sticky posts here at the top of the forum... Learn all you can about addiction, set healthy boundaries for yourself, so that no matter what happens, you'll be ok.