Hi OddSpot
Like Nogard I wish I'd gone to the Dr too - it's the sensible way to do things.
Let us know how you get on
I found nearly everything made me drink too - good, bad, indifferent - when you do everything with a drink for so long, nearly every situation can make you feel that way.
One of the best things I ever learned was that I can think, talk, and post my way through wanting to drink... I don't have to act on the impulse anymore.
This place is a great support
Welcome to SR!
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