Thank you all for your caring advice. This site is full of wonderful people!
I am in therapy, but I may need to find a new one, becuase I dont feel he is helping much... But I guess my problem lies more with the ex girlfriend. You guys say to stop thinking about her. Trust me, I try all the time. But my thoughts are consumed with her. I dont want to get back together with her. I want to try and figure out a way to let go.
P.S. I only had the one drink last night... I wanted another, but I stayed away.