I'm sorry, Kassie. I know it hurts so much. I know it's hard to focus on yourself when you're so worried about your relationship. But I have truly learned that there is no hope for the relationship at all, unless we truly work on ourselves. Maybe the hope of the relationship working out can carry you until a time in the future when you're strong enough in your own recovery to be happy whether it works out or not. This is how I am coping right now. It really is one day at a time. Many hugs to you. I can feel right where you're at right now.
