I'm sorry you're still having hassles, Robbo.
I've forgotten - are you doing anything else besides not drinking and visiting SR?
When the days seem the same day in day out, and I have the thought of a drink just to feel relaxed, or relieved....it's time for me to get active.
And I mean not only doing things to keep me busy and productive, but also looking at the idea that a drink will be a relief or respite....
I dunno about you but that wasn't even true for me by the end.
Get active, mate - have you sought a second medical opinion yet about these lingering anxieties and things, Robbo?
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