Im right there with ya... between the second a third month was the hardest for me anxiety wise. I wondered why I was even alive. I was certainly confused--why had I decided to do this again? I woke up feeling refresed sometime around day 70... I forget exactly when. When it happened I could not believe it. Not everyday is like that for sure. But that one day man... I had not felt that good since a year before I started drinking. So Best morning in 6 years. Not too shabby. Sorry to hear what your going through but it does improve...