((NewDayNow))
Your feelings R okay to have.
Change things up today, maybe U can take this day for yourself. U do not have to go to a meeting everyday. [U]BUT,[U] if U feel that U need to drink, then, that is a whole new story.
I take a day off myself, from time to time, and I pamper myself, I go and read, work with the plants and flowers.... Here's one just 4 U to change up your day.
Stay strong.