My sympathies, Priss. I remember it so well. My last detox HAS to be my last, I can't go through it again. I honestly don't think I'd make it back next time. (It's best to be under a doctor's care, but unfortunately I didn't have that option at the time.)
The good news is, you never have to go through this again. Once it's over you can begin to rebuild your life and your self esteem. I'm glad you came here for some company - I just wallowed in misery and couldn't even make it over to my computer. Thanks for the memory......and may today find you stronger and more hopeful.