Cath, you have been very honest, you are in need of urgent help, your litle girl needs to be with someone immediately that can care for her, try social services, you say you have no money, then go to a neighbour and ask to use their phone, your priority is to this little girl at the moment,you know that by what you say in your post, if she goes into care now, while you are willing to put her needs first, then you will be able to have her back when you have stabilised yourself, if you dont she is going to be taken off you anyway. You say you have no money, then how are you paying for drink? . I am not judging you Cath, i am thinking of your little girl. Go and make that phone call.:praying